Thursday, May 28, 2009

peace of me : hate that i love it

i was inspired by my twin to do one of these...........titled "peace of me" b/c this writing thing is very therapeutic for me, brings a certain peace, when I let it all out..................get it? good




i live in a fantasy world so keep your reality away from me.....dreamer.....hopeless romantic [ and when i say hopeless i mean NO HOPE] love to give love but not too sure of how to receive it.reciprocity is a bitch......i AM happy. i am joy....a ball of contradictions: bitchy but sweet as pie [peach cobbler even, g-ma's at that]<-------rambling.........shy, but , cocky as hell when needed....a vixen in my own right......sassy..ocd about certain shit...dyslexic, but love to read and can solve math problems on sight................hate girly stuff but adore being a woman....can't jump double dutch but will dog you in basketball......flyest 16 you will ever meet.....want a wedding but not the marriage ( i think)...scared to death of fire......but love the smell of one burning....hate the winter, but love snow... spring/fall are my fave , seasons of visible change.......i hate that i cry at everything but very seldom show emotions..........i love people just because .........love to sing but you'll never hear it....i love my father despite his pitiful ass attempt at being a man....believe in love at first sight.....wealthiest, baddest ,broke bitch you have ever encoutered....i want to hold hands.......i love the chase....my personality is contagious , there should be a vaccine .....split personalities and alter egos.......don't care what you think about me but will ask your opinion......i lust..i am a gay man in a woman's body..want to be a housewife....the world is my stage , i am constantly holding auditions....label whore but not materialistic....i will just because....MY friends ( not yours) are the dopest bitties you will never meet....u hate me and i can give 2 shits ( maybe 3)....what GOD has for me is for me ( and your jealous because of it).......i fear no person........i love my mom past death cause there's life after it......i am life i'm royalty cause my Father's a king( take your bow).........



i love me ; how could you not?


*smooches*

me